i have a backup plan in case i don’t get into grad school this round. its a secret and kind of a dramatic but equally exciting detour.
interviewing for positions that aren’t 100% in my area of interest <
gahhh i can’t bullshit my way in.failing at faking it. just let me into graduate school.
when my friends are on a first name basis with diego luna >
i’m still freaking out. like this whole story line. still freaking out. i can’t. cannot
#activism #immigration #icant #stillfreakingout #livingvicarisouly
sometimes i’m not sure what I want more, grad school or a job. This unemployed life is for the birds. No money. No purpose. Just floating until decisions are made in March. or until someone decides to respond to the countless resumes and applications I send out. Some days I’m so desperate for something. anything.
laying on the floor like lilo with the record player going*